20.7.10

it was like thousand of years since i smile like a child,smile it out from the heart.
i felt so tired to smile,i was not...how to say?no im not bad in mood,but it seem like sth burdening me...
i felt stressed.
okay well SPM was not a topic that stressed enuf,
it was sth else!
i was like dropping into a trap set by myself.how stupid.but i really did.
don ask me to turn back/give up/let it go/throw it away,don't,please.
u won't understand why did i insisted to continue but this is the only better way for this situation.
i knew im finding trouble,well,i just want to express my feeling so that i can feel better.otherwise it was so suffocating if i kept it all in my heart.
i don't really like to share with my friends coz less people will agree me.when people does't go along with my opinion,i felt BAD.that's why i don think it is necessary to tell them so much.

last day,we had a
i go around to see what my classmate had write.
Doctor,Dentist,Engineer,Architect,Lawyer,Scientist,Principal...bla bla bla
got anything more special anot?
okay well i wish u all can persue ur dreams!
good luck to u all!and also all the best to myself!
katybaby u can do it!!!

today Moral teacher ask us to share our feelings and opinion in the class without preparation coz she want to hear the most sincere thought from us.
i felt that my friends have the same thinking,donnoe whether they dare not to say it out or they really think the way like that.
i just shared my opinion on the issue of kasih sayang terhadap keluarga.many student learn Moral just to get A in exam and they didnt practice it in real life.well,not only student,i mean human.
honestly i said,i don't like Moral subject,for me,it was a dull n time-wasting toy.
BUT
i always practice myself to be a morally person.i admit that i anti Moral subject and i never get an A,but is it really important?for me it was just a piece of paper,it was nothing.a person can be a worst shit even though he/she get distinction in exam!
what is more important is the personality of the person itself,is it?
okay and then i said many people are keep saying"mammy i love u daddy i love u" but there are no action proved.Action speak louder than words.what they did is totally opposite what they said.u say u love them but u remain childish like a 6 years old child,and u being so immature until they are so worried about u.if u have an independent,mature n understanding thinking,why did they still treat u like a little child?u should ask urself.u r now 17 ady,next year u have to go for further study or work,why don u try to grow up?

if my words offense u,im sorry.

最后我只是想说怨气好像越来越重了面具好像越戴越厚了
但是对一些人还是很真诚的。

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how u think.

16.7.10

i don know how u think abt me n i don't even care
because u r not the one whose lead me to success!
i will only listen and follow them who give me strength,power,advice and tips to lead a better life!a successful life!

shock?surprised?astonished?
when i said
I WANT TO GO PLKN EAGERLY
XD wahaha
honestly...i just simply like it! but what is my reason will be my secret=P
PLKN faster TAHNIAH me kay?
sent 3 messages ady u still so arrogant don bother me??!!
everyone knew whether they r chosen or not except me!how sad!

"WHAT!!! ARE U CRAZY!!!"
relax...my frens...
im still conscious la don worry =)
yup. i won't walk into U immediately after SPM...
this is what i had decided.(think not twice only,x1000000000000 ady i think)
the reason also...SECRET.haha is it secret??
WONDER.

choose the road different frim yours
does't mean i chose the wrong one.

give me 2 years
Direct Distributor (2012)

1st time bring fren to CVN
Chu Chean!!!
yeah yeah will be tomoro!
JUSTIN AU's talk!cant wait for it!

opss
he is my 1st downline =D

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10.7.10

终于明白我所做的很多决定很多事情都不是因为我想要而是因为你或他想要
这就是人生吧

从小脾气就很糟
最近变本加利了
荷尔蒙又出问题
几度怀疑我的轻微忧郁症复发

医生配的药让人不适
拿我的生命开玩笑

我宁愿相信营养

被邀请拍摄主题摄影
还让我减肥
大概是下个月上旬
我要表现得好好的

明天是美好星期天
与妈妈上课去
我要化个甜美优雅淡妆
顺便照写片子给日记注入新色彩

失败让我更坚强.

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JACK OF ALL TRADE BUT NO PLAY...

2.7.10

WAS A TOY!!

that's why i decided to go for a round
to set my mind free
to rearrange it
to add some vitamin into it

help babywong to put on make up
and the result was so nice!teehee=D
n something come across my mind!
hairbon!
“this must suit u!this must suit u!”im so excited to have it on her head!
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deng deng deng deng!
sweet?

and it was inspired by ME!(whore it for last shooting)

-OUTFIT OF THE DAY-

girl power=fashion.style.

2+2=4

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show u next time!
stay tuned ya=D

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life is as simple as it supposed to be...?

29.6.10

somewhere,over the rainbow,skies are blue
and the dreams you dare to dreams
really will come true

learn from the mistakes made
never n ever leap the same wrong step again

i believe
i can be more perfect
someday.

Jolene babe
im sorry i cant follow your steps...
my life is not the same as you...
many other things are waiting for me to be done...
anyway!you r the prettiest!love always!
gambatek!you r my idol!

bad things should just left me
i want dancing like the world cant see.

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what the hell

19.6.10

well
u should know sth was wrong since the topic sound irritating...
XD
don worry...i was just a bit miserable(as usual haha)
i mean i want to blog more...so i think of sth to blog although inspiration was so LIMITED.
this few days i slept late...why??
im not watching football...i was...i was...
i also donnoe what i had done=(
i was just sit in front the lappie...browsing the bloggies...refreshing fb...
and just by doing this action i can used up whole nite...
i think i was CRAZY!!!
how abt my exam?not talking abt SPM but PERCUBAAN was approaching!
i will STUDY IMMEDIATELY after this post...i swear!!

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i saw a competition in JBTALKS last nite...
it was a 坛花坛草竞赛
it means lenglui n lengzai contest la
so my curiosity urge me to click into the thread...
the only term n condition which is SPECIAL is that no one can MAKE UP or PHOTOSHOP for their contest photos!
opppssss...
those beauty in the forum was nowhere to see...
so i was think if i just have some fun by joining this contest??
n then i started to search for some PURE FACE photos...
i have lot!!but...it were all last year one or many years ago one(baby period)wtf
now i have less PURE FACE photos...its bcoz i was lazy n less taking photos this year...n of coz when i make up only i take much photos...
anyway i realize that time really flies...
indeed im a person which dislike looking back...but sometime i really miss some flashback...really.

OCT 2008 - 2009
see how CUTE i was!!
even my image default name also CUTE wtf.

and then transform into MATURE a bit...a bit la since i dyed my hair n curl it
still so CAWAII!!

transform again!!

hahaha...want to see more??

STAY TUNED

xoxo,
transformer's youngest sister,Katy!

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Grandpa's Big Day

18.6.10

this should be 11 June post...
but i delayed until NAO...see how lazy was i...lazy from the bone throughout the soul wtf
oppsss
not much photos of the day coz they all don cooperate la don wanna take photo together(lousy orang tua donnoe the happiness of photo-taking~~)
anyway see this cake

wtf same with my bday cake -chocolate indulgence!!
but it cost RM100...mine only RM70
haha cant finish too...choco indulgence always faced the same destiny...not being finished up n have to tabao=(

this little gal!Shirley!!my cousin brother's only daughter
i love her so so so so so so so so(unlimited) muchhhhh
i never see such an adorable face in this world
she is the first
hehehe u should know...i anti children indeed...but she is different...totally.

i just shoot her but didnt take photo with her coz i still pretend i didnt like children much...>< i know i was lame...><

simple look of the day
but i love the long-lasting n natural perfect make up

xoxo,
love Shirley deep deep's katy.

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