HEART ME,IM KATY

20.7.10

it was like thousand of years since i smile like a child,smile it out from the heart.
i felt so tired to smile,i was not...how to say?no im not bad in mood,but it seem like sth burdening me...
i felt stressed.
okay well SPM was not a topic that stressed enuf,
it was sth else!
i was like dropping into a trap set by myself.how stupid.but i really did.
don ask me to turn back/give up/let it go/throw it away,don't,please.
u won't understand why did i insisted to continue but this is the only better way for this situation.
i knew im finding trouble,well,i just want to express my feeling so that i can feel better.otherwise it was so suffocating if i kept it all in my heart.
i don't really like to share with my friends coz less people will agree me.when people does't go along with my opinion,i felt BAD.that's why i don think it is necessary to tell them so much.

last day,we had a
i go around to see what my classmate had write.
Doctor,Dentist,Engineer,Architect,Lawyer,Scientist,Principal...bla bla bla
got anything more special anot?
okay well i wish u all can persue ur dreams!
good luck to u all!and also all the best to myself!
katybaby u can do it!!!

today Moral teacher ask us to share our feelings and opinion in the class without preparation coz she want to hear the most sincere thought from us.
i felt that my friends have the same thinking,donnoe whether they dare not to say it out or they really think the way like that.
i just shared my opinion on the issue of kasih sayang terhadap keluarga.many student learn Moral just to get A in exam and they didnt practice it in real life.well,not only student,i mean human.
honestly i said,i don't like Moral subject,for me,it was a dull n time-wasting toy.
BUT
i always practice myself to be a morally person.i admit that i anti Moral subject and i never get an A,but is it really important?for me it was just a piece of paper,it was nothing.a person can be a worst shit even though he/she get distinction in exam!
what is more important is the personality of the person itself,is it?
okay and then i said many people are keep saying"mammy i love u daddy i love u" but there are no action proved.Action speak louder than words.what they did is totally opposite what they said.u say u love them but u remain childish like a 6 years old child,and u being so immature until they are so worried about u.if u have an independent,mature n understanding thinking,why did they still treat u like a little child?u should ask urself.u r now 17 ady,next year u have to go for further study or work,why don u try to grow up?

if my words offense u,im sorry.

最后我只是想说怨气好像越来越重了面具好像越戴越厚了
但是对一些人还是很真诚的。

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